red alert!

i'm being so 'pinky' today
it's a command & conquer. commander memang kejam! :( i don't even know why but my ma said that i'm cute..... uh, no way no way! >_<; not really. i'm just normal.. langsung takde laki yang nak mengurat aku. huh! ah, forget about it. i went to parade with my ma just a few hours ago. we bought buns and ate em at marry brown, ordered 2 orange mirinda juices, drank em, resting and *burrppp!* manytimes-ALHAMDULILLAH! hahah. but actually before that, my ma bought 2 chinese books to learn it bout, while i bought english literature and KH rujukan, at novelhut. lagi seminggu je nak pre-trial. ade kawan aku hantar sms tadi, die kate malas sangat nak bace buku.. tak tau kenape. tibe-tibe rase bosan dalam kehidupan ni--KATE DIE LAH, BUKAN AKU! haha. but she's right tho. aku nak sentuh buku pun dah rase malas.. adelah sikit-sikit. setakat buat latihan maths.. tapi masih tak power lagi. hmm, insyaALLAH minggu depan aku nak gi hangout dengan seseorang. nak release tension sikit.. huhu; that's all for now.

have fun, ladies & ghosts!

patah hatiii..

akhirnye aku dapat peluang jugak nak bersembang ngan sharifah(kakpah), klasmate aku dan tanye die pasal si dia.. aku suruh die bagitau aku pasal serba sedikit fakta pasal si dia tu. macam-macam ah, die kate die ni dh jadi kakak angkat kepada si dia tu.. tapi yang paling sedih gile sekali, si dia dah ade awek... huhuhu. tak tahu sape! dan dengar kate si dia punye kepale cedera! kene dawai ape entah. waaa.. alangkah bagus kalo mimpi aku betul-betul tercapai. biarlah si diana(musuh lame dr MGS dlu) datang dan tikam kat perut aku dengan gilenye die gelak.. huh! argh! stupid stupid! i'm so stupid! why lahhh wei!? uhhh, dah takde semangat but it's ok.. should be focus on study. pre-trial dah nak dekat. i'm totally emo today.. i even bought 2 packet of choco pokers. uh, pocky, rocky, whatever lah. i just ate gulai lemak, sambal cili, ikan rebus, oh don't forget nasi ye.. hehe.
hmmmmm..... boring, boring. however, i had fun with my friends at school. dutchlady is the besh..!

darling.

lagu ni disyorkan oleh kakak gue.. memang besh gile.
it's not a scream. it's screamo.
[ lyric ]

dang it lah wei!

bwahahahaha! aahhh, no time to laugh but i'm going to face the pre-trial pmr on the 14/07! YA ALLAH! OH NOO! only 1 week left to full it up with study. otherwise, i'm no use to live in this world.. or study in this SMKRC.. urgh! i'm sick! *dead* x__X; anywayyyy, hari ni aku nampak budak-budak klas 2rk tengah practice band?! BETUL KE NIII?! YA ALLAH! si dia memang ah.. cool gile. bertuah gile mak die an? hahahah! i just loveee his standing posture. care berdiri die tu.. fuhh! i wanna be like him! O__o what a sicko man! baju band yang die pakai pun.. cool jugak~ heheh. so, mase rehat tadi pun aku singgah jap kat area sebelah pejabat, dimane ramai orang kat sane.. aku nampak si dia tengah main trumpet yang begitu kacap sekali~! hahahaa! daaannn.. aku rase si dia ade nampak aku ah! segann nyee.. rase-rasenye kan, si dia dah perasan yang aku selalu termenung kat die. oh shit. gile. whatever lah. it's ok.. i'll try to survive. and yosh, this is not love! this is.. uhh, admiring blablabla. i feel like wanted to ask p.ramlee to teach me playing trumpet. haha! xD

fun fun fun!

hari ni memang BESH GILE AHHH!!! first time aku pegi rumah kawan--farrahhanie a.k.a honey :) hahah aku pegi rumah die lepas sekolah, lebih kureng pukul 2.30PM. kami pegi jalan-jalan, pegi cc, ambik gamba BANYAK-BANYAK!! ahahahaha! besh siott.. ku takkan lupekannyee~

ni anak kepade kawan mak hanie..
die ni.. eeeee, manje sangat
sampai asyik panggil 'akak' banyak kali da.
*ahem* aku nampak penat dlm gamba ni..

gua ngan hanie~ haha

die selalu tolong mak die niage.. :)

keep it rock on, bby!
sekiann...

benjo spesel 1!

whats that thingy? it's a benjo. since that i'm eyka's best friend, i can get her burgers or benjos for FREE! well, sometimes lah.. depends on her mom. they need money as much as my family needs em too. tengah hari tadi kan my ma said that she wanted to borrow some money from me and i was like "waaa... jgn lupe byar balik 2kali ganda! hahaha!", her respon is "ok, ok! no problem2! hehe". sooo, then, we went to ambank-ipoh garden(thats where i live, haha). i withdraw rm30 of rm40.. hampeh siot! arghh.. well, at least i got some enough money in my wallet. huhuh; terpakselah berkorban.. macam biase. anywayyy.. aku rase nak jadi pengawas! ingin jadi lebih beraniii! tapi tak bole lah.. i'm not brave enough. i'm a sick person.. with a weak stomach. buat pembentangan sekali pun, dah nervous gile sampai nak nafas pun susah. lagipun my friends pernah bagitau--"sekarang ni nak pmr. kene busykan diri utk study. nak jadi pengawas ke ape bendenye entah, memang takde mase le!" so, my result is.. no :) man, i suck alot. maybe i'll regret of it! uhhh.. i slept from 3.30PM til 7PM. nyenyakkk gileee! xD amat besh jgak sebab selalunye takdpat angin dari kipas tapi kali ni YEAHHH!! wahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

satisty your sweet tooth :)

during pend. islam time-at school, i was soo satisfied! yang teramat! buat pembentangan pasal pembukaan kota mekah. me and dhaniah were done our besh work together. eventho, still.. some of my members, they said that my voice at first is incredibly agak loudddd but last-last macam slow sikit. aha. i don't know what to do with my voice anymore. kalau nak tinggikan suara pun, tk kan nak jerit kot? alaaa, tahu laa.. suara emas. don't jealous ye! heheh! anyways, i usually wakes up at 5.30AM in the morning, finishin myself up and reach to school at 6.30AM.. today was awesome. the second time of me being the first person in the class. it was so dark in there.. i turned on the light and KABOOOOM!--messy chairs and tables are everywhere.. u__u" tapi nasib baik lah, dhaniah-atikah-farina ade datang jugak.. dan ramai-ramai lagi! hahah.. well, esok pulak ade PJ.. cikgu praktikal yang amat tidak cool(kate orang la..) added more, kene siapkan kertas kerja kursus KH.. KKKK~ hahaha! yesterday i was so crazy, laughing all day all night.. smiling.. *ahem* si dia *ahem* XD whatever la!

wish me luck ye? :D

cin-ta?! aweee..

cinta buat aku jadi gila!
walaupun ia bukan cinta sebenar..
hanya sekadar dunia fantasi yang bertemakan cinta..
oh peningnya kepala..
si dia sungguh cooool~ dan kacap ;)
ku tiada teman cinta..
solo atau single tetap pada diriku..
hahah aku gila,
sekian terima kasih..
i had a boring day of today.. well, kinda.. just spending times with my sister. she's been emo lately. so i decided to be crazzehh with her. haa, i just got 3 pics of si dia from someone :) si dia memang cooooool gile ah! so in lovee with him. actually, it's not really 'love' but.. idk. he's just so cool til i love his running, style, hair, everything lah! sampai aku pun terase nak jadi macam die. hahaha! haaa, well, i'm not cool enough. my right leg is shaking, trembling. a weak one. maybe i should start my own taekwondo lesson at home, since that i'm no longer master jack's student. psstt, i'm actually an unofficial yellow-belt fighter. mwahaha! however, tomorrow's school.. i'm going to do a presentation for pend. islam, tajuk--pembukaan kota mekah. need to loud my voice out! urghh! >_<; choiiii! need to be more stylish too ; & a black tee. 9_9 eheheheee~